It is not over, yet

I may not understand what has happened recently
I may not aware what had occurred these days
I'm still in blue by the moment of 50 days
The memories are kept in my head are flashing

Tear my heart
Ripped it in pieces
Smash my head
Phew

There are things should think of
Which I haven't found the answer yet

Well, apparently it is not over, yet...
Keep yourself strong
Keep a smile put on your face
Keep yourself being motivated and
Keep on motivating others

Good luck, myself.